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My name is cindy ong han qi.
her birthdae: 09 May
sakuragi_sendoh@hotmail.com

she is a Taurian !
record every bits of her life
a coffee lover especially MOCHA !
我就是那个大剌剌,粗略,不顾形象的女生。我就是很牛的金牛女,很不凶的母老虎。
super chelsea fan. (:
believe in karma.
Korea. I like. Super Junior.

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#79 im back finally
(Sunday, November 30, 2008 / 8:01:00 AM)

cindy is back.
busy with homework, projects and personal stuff.

i wan to go out next week.
jio me. ok? but must see which dae cosz i will heading down to hosp everydae.

cindy wants her dad to come home soon.

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#78 i want to go out
(Wednesday, November 26, 2008 / 7:39:00 AM)

cindy ong will be fine after this week. so girls.jio me out next week ok?
friends, jio me out next week.

cindy one is getting better. dun worry (:
sorry that i didnt cor u all cosz i m really dead beat sia. really beri tired to do anything man

thank you so much for your understanding. u all know my pattern. 10q so much.
thank you for all your concern. cindy receieved it liao. =p

im like that one.when i have problems, i will stay at home. i wont go out.
but now..cindy is ok.
JIO ME OUT.


THESE ARE THE ONES...JIO ME OUT...



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i miss u guys...

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#76 cindy is too tired
(Sunday, November 23, 2008 / 11:19:00 PM)

cindy is too tired.
she needs a break.
these few daes she cannot take it.

she need to be mature. accept and be brave.
she cannot cry anymore.
she cannot be emotional.

she must be calm n support the rest of e family.
she has been in and out of the hosp. she is tired.
she cant cope with her shcool work.
she has no mood to study.

BUT..SHE CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
she need someone to tok to.

who will actually lent her shoulders?ears?
she need to be strong but she failed.

she is disappearing..she is gone..
the old crappy cindy is gone...


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cindy is gone...

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#75 worry.
(Friday, November 21, 2008 / 5:44:00 PM)

i cant stop worry.
i cant sleep.
i cant do anything.
i know life must goes on...

but who really understand..
how and what im feeling now...

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#74 i cant sleep
( / 12:50:00 AM)

i cant sleep. i cant stop worry about my dad.
how?
i cried and cried.
how to make the tears stop?
who can help me.

i need a rest. cindy is tired.

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#73 thank you.
( / 12:36:00 AM)

thank you to some of my jie meis who called me, sms me ..
i can feel your concern.

thank you so much.
thank you for being by my side when i really really down and duno who 2 turn to.
thank you.

thank you to ck,momo,angela,xiaowei,fion,lala,guohua,bin,audrey,baoying,graeme,yuanling.

thank you.

i hope i will be fine.
soon.

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#71 im waiting for the match to start...
(Thursday, November 20, 2008 / 3:31:00 AM)

its 3.30am n yet i haven sleep.
im waiting for my fav team-Germany friendly match against England..
i hope my fav Germany player will plae.

hehe.'

of course i tink my Germany team will win la even though i also like England team.
im so happy that tml i gg to play bball with marketing friends.

i was like super long didnt plae bball le.haha..
tml i shall enjoy sia.
ok..count down 10 minutes to the match..

im getting better, so moi friends, dun worry about me sia.hehe..i will be fine and great.

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#70 fireworks 2008 + 2007
(Wednesday, November 19, 2008 / 11:01:00 PM)

FIREWORKS 2008
During the august, i actually meet my jie meis on sat to see the fireworks.
we took tons of photos n tt y i took so long to load the pictures. (:

it was so fun n i love it. even though it is a short outing but i missed it.

do u all still rem?

thank mar, she brought a new friend call MERRY. thank you. she is a nice gal and fun to be with.
i want more outing with her sia.

hehe..well..the photos will show how ENJOY we are.


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i love them.muack.

NICE FIREWORKS...

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next year, we shall go again..fireworks 2009. wait for me


FIREWORKS 2007
i rem that last year i actually went with my ELDC peeps.
it was memories.


DO YOU ALL STILL REM THESE PICTURES?

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fireworks 2009, who shall i go with?

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#69 wake up.please
( / 10:04:00 PM)

alamak..it has been 3 daes. why cindy ong is emo-ing. fcuk.
stop thinking and get back to sleep. PLEASE.

STOP THINKING...

cindy is being ignored by someone
first im waiting..den being ignored.

why?

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#68 i miss the 3 of us.just 3 of us
( / 4:01:00 AM)

ok..well..u can sae cindy is selfish. she is damn idiot.
i MISS MY BEN DAN alot alot alot.

i wan an outing with them. i miss them lot. just them.
i miss the times we meet for dinner, sit at viod deck and chill, took all kinds of funny photos.
i know, this wont happen again.

im blogging not to let them see but i really miss them.
i dun wan to cor them but want to meet them.

I MISS U ALL. DO U ALL KNOW?

ck: i miss ya alot..it has been a long since we meet n chat. we shall meet. this year birthdae i will cele with you. hee

rem these past pictures that we took?

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mar: stay strong. ok? i will always by ya side de. thank you for being by my side. im sorry that whenever u r sad..i didnt pei u.

JIO ME OUT OKAY?

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Do you all rem these photos? every outing? every fun we had?
i missed it.

i really want another outing. when again?
i dun wan a distance with u all.

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Do you all rem? i miss. do u all noe?

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#67 not again cindy
( / 3:55:00 AM)

at this hour, cindy ong is getting super tired.
thinking of the past and feeling super stupid.
do anyone ever asked:"what happen cindy?"

i guess nobody bothers and care and want to know what happen.

everything bottled inside my heart. i wanted to cried out and said but...
do anyone wiling to gimme that 5min of your time?

nobody cares and ignored.

be strong. get it over. Please.
Enjoy what u have. Treasure.

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#66 it's all about 快乐
(Tuesday, November 18, 2008 / 11:58:00 PM)

recently..i like song with the word "快乐 "-Happy.
my recent ringing tone is-我的快乐 and my message ringing tone is 你不是真正的快乐.
omg. i just love these songs.

damn emo and sad when i hear these 2 songs sia. =p

duno why also..maybe im not 快乐 enough ba. Please listen to these 2 songs when u have the time sia.

are you all really 快乐? or just put a fake smile infront of others? im 快乐 in the day but of course, not at night.

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are you all really 快乐?


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#65 another session of badminton please
( / 11:55:00 PM)

just after the exam. i meet the peeps for a badminton session. from tamp to hougang to sengkang.
finally we manage to book badminton court n plae.
ALL I CAN SAE IS: WE HAD FUN. (:
i love it n i want more of such outing please.

everyone is busy playing n therefore i only took a few pictures..playing badminton is more imp than taking photos. =p

JIO ME JIO ME.

DO YOU ALL REM THIS OUTING?


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MORE PLEASE. jio me.

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#64 something not right
( / 1:48:00 AM)

i duno what im tinking right now.
feeling so uneasy.
feeling the distance ..beri beri far..
i miss some of my jie mei n hopefully i can find time to meet them sia. if not..i really feeling e distance with them.
what should i do sia. some of the jie mei tt i missed. i hope they will msg or meet me but sadly, certain ppl didnt.
not even in msn we chatted. SOME ONLY SIA. i duno is my fault or what la. maybe i didnt contact and therefore u didnt contact me. i really wonder if im ya jie mei ma..maybe i didnt do enough as a jie mei ba.
i seriously tink i should find time with them sia. our working time gtable is so different. when i can go out, the next dae they need 2 work n when i cannot meet them one weekends where i need 2 work, they can meet.
how i wish my school daes faster end and get on with the same pace of life with them sia.
i miss those times we meet for short dinner or short chat at anywhere. i miss. but i duno if they rem ma.
im not blogging to gain their attention but i have no one to tok to at this hour. all my friends were sleeping.
hai..i miss one of my friend who will willing to spare me 5min n chatted with me..he knows my thinking are simple and he tries to an wei me, tok to me n pointed out my weakness.
i noe my weakness and im trying to change and adapt.
THANK YOU!
right now..feeling so "sad" and start to tink of lots lots of things (unhappy ones)
something is not right again. maybe i tink too much. i guess.

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#63 i make up my mind.
(Sunday, November 16, 2008 / 12:34:00 AM)

yesterdae i make up my mind. i book my basic theory test.
haha. i decide to learn driving even though i didnt manage to save enough money to learn.
But slowly loh. what to do.
i take private exam and i hope by next year sept. i will be able to drive lo.
(;

wish me good luck ba.

dec 22nd 1st exam. i hope everything will go smoothly for me. all passed and get my license. hehe.
i duno if i have the money to continue learning but i believe i can make it thru.

we shall see ba.

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#62 birthdae celebration on tue.
(Friday, November 14, 2008 / 6:49:00 PM)

celebrate daryl's birthdae with ELDC peeps.(:
it was fun.
we actually head to chinatown lan shop with junjie,yantao and eldc peeps.
after lan-ing, of course, head to PS and went to alphs pub. it was nice and cozy.
we went there many times le.

went to celebrate chean fatt birthdae, chilled and drink there.
hehe..

that stupid XUREN keep singing those emo songs. but it was nice! i mean the song nice.not his singing nice =x oops.

well..something happen in between which i dun wan to mention.
ANOTHER PANGSEH AGAIN.

i expected an apology but sadly..he didnt.
nvm la. we had fun without him also..

sometimes i feel so stupid..n being ignored.
as in...some ppl dun feel my prescene. they just heck care me.

anywae..again..thanks daryl for heading down to meet us for a short celebration.

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Happy Birthdae and hope u enjoyed!

When is the next outing lehx?

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