My name is cindy ong han qi. her birthdae: 09 May sakuragi_sendoh@hotmail.com
she is a Taurian !
record every bits of her life
a coffee lover especially MOCHA !
我就是那个大剌剌，粗略，不顾形象的女生。我就是很牛的金牛女，很不凶的母老虎。
super chelsea fan. (:
believe in karma.
Korea. I like. Super Junior.
Big thank you to u guys (Wednesday, November 14, 2007 / 8:42:00 AM)
i wanna thank xuren and chean fatt, thank you for being so onz. Thank you for the dinner together and a small chatting.
even though yesterdae was a short chatting but i really enjoy and appreciate and hope that our friendship last.
just to let u guys noe,even though i heardly meet u all and noe alot of things but im willing to listen. so if u guys have any pro, can tell me. okay?
actually yest have alot of things to tell u all de but no time sia. im sorry for the "pangseh" maybe this thur can meet again for a tok,not in sch la.
AGAIN, A BIG THANK YOU FOR being a wonderful friends. i can tell u all everything and share everything with u all. im blessed. im happy. to know u guys.
some music really make you got feel and sad ( / 8:28:00 PM)
i really canot tahan certain song but i cant admit that it is beri nice sia.OH MY GOD. stupid friends la..kns sia.
that stupid CHEAN FATT AND IVAN AND KOUFU keep saying that 我不配-周杰伦. when i listen to that song and lyric. really got feel lo. i beri beri sad sia. when i listen to that song, i really think back of my unhappy past which i really cant forget at all.
i used to like this guy and when im with him, didnt treasure him still canot forget my crush which i like for 4 years.and because of certain reason, we break up. in my point of view, he actually fell in love with another girl. i noe when im with him, he did contact with a girl closely but i believe him. i trust him and yet he actually blame me for not forgetting the crush. ok. i admit that i and him not match la. that girl is cuter and prettier than me but that doesnt mean he can two timed me.i tried my best to get back the relationship. alothough i didnt really tok to him about my feel but.. its all in the past and i dint blame him liao . i mssed the times with him.but its all over liao.
please to those who read, please keep ya mouth shut when u see me. please dun tease and treat this as a joke. please noe you limit.
thats why when i listen to that song, i really beri beri sad and got feel. here is the lyrics and u noe why:
i cant explain my feelings and thoughts. im just feeling very moody which i duno why also sia. sometimes i think back, i really wan to care to all my friends la. who is my friends. u all should noe la.
im trying my best to care every of my friends but..WHO IS THERE TO LISTEN TO MY STORY? ok. i admit that im not chio enough to attrach guys to care for me but still i think tt i am human being. i need a pair of listening ears too.the world is so unfair, all chiobus can get all the attentions and care.
i noe there are people who care about me but still sometimes i think that when i need someone to talk. who will be there? or nobody cares at all.
WITH OR WITHOUT CINDY IS THE SAME. maybe that's what they think ba. when every i think of that. i will cried.
I WAN TO STAY HAPPY LIKE BEFORE. I WAN TO HAVE NO WORRIES.
when i am blogging and crying in front of the monitor, who knows and who cares? i dun care whoever is reading, i just wan to say out my feelings.
i ADMIT im not strong enough sia. i admit that i dun deserve care and concern. i become like that because..
I TREAT U ALL AS MY FRIENDS and i really dun wan to lose you guys sia. seriously. and i hope u all do sia.
why is there such person in this world? (Thursday, November 08, 2007 / 1:40:00 AM)
just dun understand, after chatting with a friend, why is there such unreasonable and siao person in this world. really hate people who dun treasure friendship.
