(Friday, December 30, 2005 / 7:21:00 PM)
[cin]:
i m gg to enjoy my holidae. woohoo..yeah..so happi. i finish my project. hurray.
tryin to be funni sia. bo liao stuff. but my love.
( / 12:19:00 PM)
[cin]:
wow. so happi sia. u noe wat? hmmz. i had 4 daes of holidae sia. lolx. i m not goin to work sia. goin to enjoy life. but sad sia. need to rush a project and study for exam. sob.. super sian sian. well, i m goin to have a good rest beofre sch starts./. also. my new year wish is to : get into a ideal poly. heehee.. everythin went smoothly for mi. aniwae..jia you ba cindee. things will get better for u.
i rec a sms from my friend-she apologise.i stanned.duno how to react. waitin for her to call. i didnt blame her at all sia. seriously. mar: she brek up wif her bf. dun be sad k? u will get a new life one. no worry sia. k?
all my friends: pls be happi. k?
(Monday, December 26, 2005 / 4:42:00 PM)
[cin]:
jus woke up . -tired- yest didnt do much la. jus stay at aunt hse n plae wif dose cousin. hehe.i slient my phone.dun wan to ans calls from anyone. ((:
kinda enjoy bein wth my family and friends. anwiwae.dis cumin weekends. spendin my times with my family again. wooho. simply enjoy that. suddenly. i wish my dreams will cum true faster.i wan to travel. out of singapore. woohoo but of course.i will dum back to singapore. my hometown ma.
i realise.my aunt hse has a super huge pooh big. kawayi. woohoo.
i simply love it. thanks for all e happi moment.
todae? wat am i surpposed to do? rot ba. lolx. jus dun reali like xmas.
makes mi remind of soemthin bad ba. forget him? i did it.
forget all e unhappiness..i did toox.
( / 1:47:00 AM)
[cin]:
now at aunt hse sia. kinda fun n enjoyable. i did took some pictures todae lar. will upload to u again. well. todae work 7-3.kinda fun n enjoyable. quite few people but alot of staff. i mixed every well wif dose staff n i feel happi begin wif them. can make mi forget all e unhappiness sia. yesh. they r the one who light up my life siaa...well.. on the other hand. somethin good happen yest but duno reali will cum true ma ,,hope so ba. hehe. update again. oh ya. we haf a gift exchange n i did recieve alot of gifts. wow..goodi. gege..who sae xmas mus go out wif friends? i did enjoy workin n being wif my family members.
(Sunday, December 25, 2005 / 1:28:00 AM)
[cin]:
my xmas wish is to get a psp.woho.it's cool.maybe.im jus tokin craps
or even these, hehe..pls fulfil m dreamss.
or these? may i haf it?
(Saturday, December 24, 2005 / 11:34:00 PM)
[cin]:
merri xmas.it's xmas. this year xmas super sian but tml i gg aunt hse .kinda happi. stay overnite there..will show u all some pic there.. all e unhapiness will be forgotten. yeah. it is. ((:
tml gg to work sia. life goes on. though i m lookin forward to travel oversea alone . =) hmmx. tml work till 3pm den after that goin aunt hse.i will enjoy it.i believe. wooh
( / 11:51:00 AM)
[cin]:
merri xmas to myself.
loner.im but i still haf my family.
( / 11:29:00 AM)
[cin]:
wat? todae is xmas eve. nth much. jus pass dae by pass.it jus another sat . mani wished mi merri xmas. am i merrt? happi? i also duno lehx. tryin to forget all e unhappiness sia. hmmx. todae so sway sia, my room lock faulty. i kann lock in e room sia. wtf. sway,. super sway. todae is my basketball darlins.-songhui bedate.happi bedate to u. hehe ..17 onli sia. lolx. wow..next year i 20 mle. super fast lehx. canot accept lehx. lolx. mus be more mature in watever i do sia. geegee.
((: meeri xmas. cin.
suddenly, i look at my photos. i reali love moi friends sia
( / 10:10:00 AM)
[cin]:
an unlucky dae it is. lost all my recent post sia. fcuk. hmm. entertainin myself ba. jus another borin xmas eve. ((: hope someone will sms mi. bless mi.
it jus a sianxation dae. life goes on...nth much to do also
( / 1:44:00 AM)
[cin]: wat cha doin nn` wake up.
( / 1:43:00 AM)
[cin]:
sick again. didnt go sch.terrible. dis week i attend 2 daes of lesson onli. my gastric aches again. ((:yest was fun. mi n moi lame ten members went to pizza hut makan. wohoo. we enjoy it. we had a gift exchange. i m so happi that my friend likes my gift. heehee. i like mine too. didnt expect xiao wei buy an expensive photo ablum. thanks wei. though we makan onli btu i reali do enjoy it. oh ya. our nana edwin joins us too. next year val dae we will include the guys. haha.. pls be prepare sia. sat decide to stay at hm n rest. spent time wif mama sia. cosz my stupid didi go out wif friends. i cant left my mama behind one ma. hehe. sun workin sia. after that goin to aunt hse cele. i start to forget the unhappiness. live te life i wan. as happi as before. be myself. the usual self. sorrie mar. cant pei u go out. i wan to be alone for few weeks. sorrie. anythin jus sms mi. k? i didnt forget u. jus that i wan to forget dose unhappiness. thanks for ya understanding. alan! i didnt angry wif u for being ignore mi. dun need to explain to mi sia. i'm fine n i m NOT ANGRY. everyone of my friends. pls be happi always. anithin jus sms mi or chat wif mi. i m willing to listen k? [[can jio mi at nite go out drink drink or chat chat. k? dun always jus sms mi or chat wif mi in msn for years. ]]<--- u , is u , is u. pls admit.
it's a joke. pls laugh. laugh!!
( / 1:43:00 AM)
[cin]:yest n todae, not much different. life goes on. i will be still workin as usual. nothin much happen actually la. but yest did happen sumthin unbelievable.i myself still canot accept. but nvm la. i reali dun wis to mention in my blog loh. i will forget. yesh i will. i will continue to live for myself. i noe le. thank for everyone concern sia. kinda sad tt friendship jus end like tt. =( i dun wish n dun wan but no choice sia. hai nvmtodae, went to plae bball at bukit pan wif all my friends. super happi n enjoy. reali. cin is back. e real cin. i'm free and i can continue to plae happi bball. instead of quarrles and blah blah blah. now left mi and marilyn. we will be strong. our friendship will neber end jus like tt. i believ. yesh. enjoy being with her. reali. let her be la. watever she wants, mi n mar will still be friends forever.thanks everyone for ya concern. yest abit lose face la.suddenly so emotional. tink everyone dun like it rite.? brand new cin. i will always rem that sia. i mus i mus. learn to take things easily. be strong n be myself. i live for myself, someone told mi which i agree totally. hmm.. after go bukiy pan, we went to amk plae bball, chengsan cc. quite happi n enjoy sia. hehehe. i look at my xmas gift. sad. when to give him? should i? will i? can i? i also duno lehx. scare kanna reject e gift. den super super throw face le. when it's time, i will give sia. lolx. enjoy knowin him. i tink we r friends for too long le. that e most we can progress. e rest? shouldnt tink tt much la. but still, wanna thank him for his encouragment but i tink he will find mi crazi n siao. cry over a minor thing. will i forget wat happen yest? mostly nope. i will try not to rem la. yest chat wif marilyn, she said, she realised that her blog is writin bout all her unhappiness in bball court, i agree. so much unhappiness, bball is a leisure n we should enjoy playin it.dun be so stress over..now! i can plae happi bball. yeah. enjoy e game.cin_9_dee mus be strong k? ya story haven end, it jus begin. brand new cin.
