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ruud. jia you.

a good show is coming up later.

stay tune!

[cin]:

yest somethin bad happen. i actually did somethin bad to somone i dun like..which is the XXX. we scold him and make him feel bad.
actually i really forgive what he did le but reali canot forget.

sorrie XXX

yest was e most paiseh dae for me. i plae bball halfway and walk off.
someone actually sae a beri beri sad words to me. make me feel beri sad. at first it means nth to me, but after that...the more i tink..the sadden i m.

i treat every1 as friends. i treasure freidnship more than anyone else.. i dun mind their weakness and bad habit. i jux wan them trust me and treat me as friends. but i realise some other people in front of me act as friend but actually ( ) didnt treat me at all..

pls larr...if tt the case, dun tok to me la.

actually, by rite..i dun give a shit on this one. someone told me once: life is like tt de. people are hypocrites.

yesh.i agree.

but duno why lehx. these few daes super unhappy la.


last time i ued to haf heck care attitude de. why huh? now becum abit so sensative lehx..

i mus change.

change to what i used to be.

yeah

tml is a mystery!

yest is a history.

[cin]:

life still goes on for me...

haha..

nth much...lose a friend-XXX but i cant be bothered liaox. let it be ba. i will ignore sia.
now quite happi lar..went to plae bball and get to noe a lot of great ballers.

enjoy being with them. hope our friendship will lasted.

this week- work work work. earn $$$
den todae staying at home and plae bball with friends.

no $$ to go shopping anymore.

nxt week sch starts le..

hai..ICA 2 coming all the way sia.. super sian loh.

wat to do.

nothin to blog also liao la..

si bei sian lohh

oh ya..this coming friday celebrate my friend birthdae..
quite happi for her loh..

haha

hope tt dae will come soon.

[cin]:

though this incident happen 1 month ago. but still...i cant forget sia. realli lehx.

thing goes on like this:

a misundertsnading between my two best buddy, end up quarreling. they broke up their friendship which upsets me.

though it is like none of my business but i m still sad. realli. unforgettable sia
i try to help to patch but still, canot.

i noe this has nothing to do with the 3 rd party-XXX but still., i cant make myself forgive him.
i treat all my friends(includes XXX) as a buddy. trust XX and in e end. XXX is e one who started it.

Who get u the right to interfer our sisters disagreement.
YOU JUS SHUT UP AND GET LOST.

i noe. everyone make mistake sia but...it's really hard for me to accept his forgiveness anymore.

i m not petty or what la. becosz of him. i lost 2 beri good sisters.

i can either go out with A or B. i m feelin terrible. i dun like. i feel sux.

no one noes how i feel. only feel tt i m always at e fault.

XXX-DUN act as if u noe me beri well. pls...i only treat everyone well except you.

pls get this clear.

gimme some time to think over.

XXX treat like as if nth happen sia. XXX still can plae bball with us till so happily. i reali super buay song sia.

maybe i m crazy fellow. but i think i reali see thru you.

i reali cant make myself forgive you! XXX

i try to make myself forgive you but whenever we plae bball, i will mis the times that me and bao and mar had.

maybe you will sae:" since in tt case, i will neber treat you as friend"

no..i dun mean tt. i m at lost too. i wan to forgive but cant forget.
can someone tell me what to do?

i really miss the times i plae bball with my sisters.
I DUN LIKE THE BBALL LIFE NOW.

I MISS MAR AND BAO.

are you all goin to patch? please...

maybe to all of you. it's a small little thing but to me...it's a BIG thing.

whenever i m sian, i will think of the past happi memories i had. i really miss them.
haix.

*i dun mean my other bball buddy not good la (dun get it wrong)

i dun wan to see XXX anymore...


i m jus tryin to type out my buay songness. i will still treat nth happen sia. but deep inside my heart...i m sad. super sad and uneasy.

nobody noes.

i treat friendship beri seriously.

family,friends,love and goals are the most imp to me.

i treasure friendship.
sometimes i wonder.why let me get to noe XXX? i lost 2 sisters playin and shopping together.
haix.

haix

can someone help me?

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[cin]:

wohoo..todae 12am. holland vs CIV

i was so afraid tt holland will lose sia..but....my RUUD neber let me down sia..he scores..!!

i wait for this moment sia.

i will surpport him all the way siaa

jia you and score more.

he is always my fav,lover.

love him forever.

jia you ba

[cin]:

jux now i m beri bored sia.. haha.

den i start to listen to UFM 100.3
den i decide to call and try chattin with my fav DJ! PONSAK!

i get thru the line and chat with him. super happy sia. no one will understand how happi i m sia.

CUTE GUY i mus sae.

haha

yeah.

i will surpport him and called him de.

he is the one: