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[cin]:

thanks mar..she recommended me a song. beri nice sia. let me remind of my past relationship.


the song name is 不值得- dream fm . it is not worth it to rem u sia. lol

NICE.

SUPER NICE.

here is the lyrics. i bet u will cry de.


nice nice..the lyrics is so meaningful sia.
go n find yaself ba.

i love it.

any sad sad song..u guys can recommend me. TAG ME OR gimme comment (click on the comment)

[cin]:

happy birthdae to my darling- mar. (:

didnt blog for sometimes le.

On Fri, wanlin and guo wei come my house and print some letter for mar bedate.

We are goin to make a super big card for her.

but...in the end, we played mahjong, black Jack and diadee wor.

that stupid wanlin bf- guowei, win all my chips sia and i bankrupt. i will revenge de lehx, (:

u get it from me ba.

On Sat,

after my work..i quickly went home n do the card sia. though its not beri nice but its the thought that count. rite??

i get Ben Dan family to email me their pictures and i printed tem out. these are all memories.

i use cardboard and paste it with colour paper wor.

this is our first page :

Page 1
then, ben dan no. 1 - CK. i noe she love pink. so the paper i paste is PINK! i beri good hor. CK.
the content of ck was :

Page 2
next is our ben dan no. 2 - wanlin.

for wanlin's is :

Page 3
then...wanlin's bf- guo wei...dun understand why he likes yellow..at first he says he wants pink colour de wor.

he typed :

Page 4

then its me ! ultimate ben dan- cindee. i love orange ! see..i write such a long letter sia..lol..i got xin rite? when i type..alot of incident flash thru my mind and i cried also.
i type this during midnite de, den got more feel ma.

haha..i m tryin to me emo too.

i wrote:

*some content are not reflected here.its secret.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A big picture of what i gave to her.

nice picture rite? i took de ma. i love that box that i buy for mar. so cute sia. luckily i me a friend working in MINI TOON, she tries to find a nice nice box for me. Thanks Sally.
i will go and find u de wor.

this is only part 1 of mar's cele.
the cele is pasir ris was much fun. =)
will blog again..

to be continue...

wow..we r so full

after that...each of us pay around $15 plus loh. quite reasonable loh.i will come here again sia.

we walk to bugis and took bus. we had an enjoyable nite.

3 cheers to char,wendy and brian.

[cin]:

i m beri beri sad these few daes loh. duno how to express my views and thoughts la but i jus feel sad.

friends' problem.

although it is not my problem but it seems that every1 is telling me. (exclude my ben dans)

i dun mean i find u guys irritating or what but whenever i hear these bad news. i get uneasy.sad.moody.

I DUN WISH TO NOE ANYMORE. pls..

whatever .

suddenly..alot of things flow in..i cant tak it. i m dying loh.

but now things seem to get better loh

notes to this mr bastard :
recently meet a bastard. indeed it is. pissed me off.
can u jus get out of my life XXX.
i simply hate u. cant forget what u did. ask me to forgive? yesh i can
forgive but not forget loh.

i will not forget de.

wanna to meet me and tok?
no way.

i wont lisen to whatever shits explanation u haf.
i will slap u. i mean it.
hate the sight of u.

can u dun act hao ren ma?


i wish to complaint to every1 but not every1 seems to lent me their listening ears.
i m sad.

notes to this friend:
i treat u as my friend. can u dun like this hurt me ma? u noe who u r loh.
maybe i m fan to u la. but...not every1 i will tell my problem de wor. u noe? cant u jus gimme a cor?

whatever la. i dun care le. whatever.

i dun care le.

but there is somethin i mus sae :

i will listen to all ya problems de. only "certain" ppl and u noe who u r . stop making use of me. although u seem to be jokin but it hurts me. really it do.

dun ignore me la. if u find me irritating..den tell me.
I WILL GET OUT OF YA LIFE.
WHO CARES?

i treasure eveery friendship but this is what i get.

fcuk

(i dun mean everybody but only 2-3 friends)

i jus dun like...

really dun like...

[cin]:

todae went to a mini mart with wan ling.
beri funny loh. we laugh and laugh till siao sia.

we saw this offer..WOW..2 for 1.55 but actually..pls look at the usual price :

what piang eh..does it make a difference? its like 5 cent less. YESh. 5 cent is alot of money to some people..but pls la..give more discount la.

somemore..pls la..orange..what did you spell?? oren? what is oren?

lol

the big packet one only discount 35 cents btu better den nth..rite?

all of this is jus marketing strategy which i learn in Marketing Course now. lol
i used what i learn or i learn what i used?

haha

[cin]:

what are u guys thinking.? what enjoyable nite? ai yoyo. i dun mean that tt la.
2dae after a long dae of work...i went home and rest ,..den meet wanling n mar at little india.

that stupid wanling...la...take bus 51 to bugis den we walk to little india..but do u noe!!! we wear short pant n t shirt to bugis...OMG.

haha

while on the way to bugis..we saw alot of people...den i realised that hari raya is coming and there are alot of people sia :

so many people sia..den after that we drop to bugis and walk..i damn paiseh cosz i wear short pants and every1 is like dressing damn well to down..so i ask wanling to walk path that are not much people de :

we walk towards sim lim square and we went to a shopping mall in little india. by the time we reach there..all shop were closed sia.

soon..mar came and we chat for a while.

ENJOY BEING WITH THEM THOUGH IT LIKE ONLY A FEW HOURS.

quite sad that mar is goin to work..and cant pei us plae bball that often ..but nvm..when u free..we will jio u de. okay?

rem to jio me out when u drop by to hougang. okay?

promise.

[cin]:

yest..i mus sae...i haf an enjoyable dae wif all my bball darling.
especially to sharon,edwin,guanda,guowei,cindy,songhui,guowei..some sort like gimme face. join us for the bball game sia.

BUT OF COURSE...MY DARLINGS - BEN DAN FAMILY.!
got ben dan ruler- mar
ben dan no.1 - CK
ben dan no.2 - wanling
ben dan nai ma (take care of us) - Beng.

but...mar sick sia..didnt plae much. TAKE CARE !
CK..good for u..edwin pei u sia. nxt time jio him again.
Wanling,xin fu de woman..she and bf patch le. so happy.
me, super happy wif u guys. its more den enough.

whenever i haf problem. i promise..u all will be the first to noe wor.

i jus feel paiseh tt i didnt plae well sia. i need ppl to gimme advice and tell me what to do.
i dun really haf my own ''style'' in playin.

i rem yest one of my friend (guanda) smsed me : " jus plae happy happy can le "

i agree also wor.

so happy to meet up my long lost frien..no no..i should sae long time didnt contact friend le.
enjoy playin bball wif ya guys. hope we can plae bball again. be a big big group bball darlings.

hao ma?

I NEED COOPERATION.
HAHA

stupid guo hua! called me and said : " you plae real lousy"

wtf..u will get it from me de. .... (jk)
i will plae one on one vs u de wor.
wait and see.

YEST WAS SO FUN! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THERE.

I ENJOY playing bball wif them..but...do they?? haha.

show u pictures of my bball darlings..but not all la.

ben dan family i love.

we wont seperate de. we will stay forever !

we get this from one of the bball court..this bball is abandone by it owner..so we hao xing..keep it sia.haha

BEN DAN FAMILY MEMBERS ARE ALL KIND SOUL DE

SAW ITS NAME? " goon goon "

[cin]:

simply love dreaming sia. (:

always dream of what would i be in furture?
a tai tai? a business woman or jus a simple housewife?

i also duno sia.

yest in one of the lecture. i was dreaming. dreaming of ...

haha..and i drew them out ...




small simple house wif jus u and me. lol


bo liao plus childish rite? but which gal is not childish when it comes to love?

after dreaming..i disturb one of moi friend-dorin.
we write tons of rubbish in the paper.









simply jus rubbish. lol
hate attending lectures but what to do.

[cin]:

ben dan no.2 !

i cant stand ya blog wif ya ex bf anymore.
whenever i browse the website. i will cry de wor.

sob sob.

now i m crying sia. it's ya fault ! the background music so touching sia and ya blog..so touching.

i noe..ya love towards ya bf will neber change de

yesh,. neber change. until u told me that u and him break le.


of course..i m sad la.
but i will always stand by u de lehx.

okay??

jia you ..

[cin]:

yest and todae, heard tons of love story bout my jie mei de and realised that most of them haf love problem, den i start to tink...why huh??

love is so complicated. which party should contribute more? the gal or the guy? it depends ba.

some people are desperately searching for their love ones while some treat love unseriously.
truthfully.

what is love huh again?

mus it be handsome and beauty match together?

or character match?

or feeling match?

i duno lehx

one of my jie mei love her bf so much, because of him. she change alot. really. but in the end?
hai...
i chat with her and she cry ebri sadly. i feel so useless. i cant help much. i see my jie mei so sad. my heart pain sia.

should we go and confront that guy? i dun tink its necessary sia. or should we jus let it go?
what's wrong with them? they were so sweet at first sia but as time goes by..their feeling fade? they meet lesser and lesser, more quarrles.


sad case rite.

den some of my friends...they wait and wait for the guy that they like but...the guy duno and
wont get to know the truth forever.

it is secret in my friends heart. forever.

its not they dun wan to sae but they noe that. whats the point of saying? pity them? or what?

i duno la. love is so complicated to some of them/

but to me..love is sweet. simple.
so long u r with someone that u loved . its more den enough.

as for me? i wont wan to get into relationship that early cosz i feel that its not the time yet sia.
i enjoy with the company of my bball darlings , family , friends and my ben dan family.
its more den enough.unless i really found someone that i really really loves. that will be exception. =p

of course i do haf someone in mind la. but so what?? u dun haf mehx?

i wont tell him de.

cosz i noe..he wont like me.

we will only stay as friends.

lol

i wan to sae a super BIG thank you to XXX. thanks for being by my side when i m down. really happy to haf a friend like u.
mayb our friendship last forever and ever. k?

even we r 80 years old !

yesh.

[cin]:

ben dan ruler ! this blog is specially for u sia.

i wanna thanks you for everythin u do for me sia.

jus now chat with u..den u sae a BIG THANK YOU to me sia.

i m so touched.

realy. i do

may our friendship last forever ! okay?

[cin]:

yest was the first dae of sch sia. si bei sian...until 10pm sia. but luckily, our lecturer end the class at 9pm.

one of my (ben dan ruler) best sister called, tellin mi bout my another sister (ben dan no.1) problem.
after a while..she herself also haf some problem.

im worry. really.

i went to blk 401 and look for them

to my surprise..wat paing eh.

her face...her body...have scratches. i mus sae..my heart pain to c her like this. another jie mei..her eyes swollen..sad sad de..

i c le also heart pain.

we sit in the playground , chattin away..there are 4 of us..ben dan family.!
haha.

i treat my jie meis ice cream and look at e mess we create :

quite enjoyable.

there was once i told mar : " y i cant be so steady..as in whenever u drop down to hougang. why i cant meet u?? why i always haf something on de? "

i feel bad cos whenever i haf problem..ishe is always by my side wor but when she got problem. i cant help much but only sms her and an wei her.

as compare to her..i didnt help much.

SORRY MAR.

we will be sister forever.

and jux now..my ben dan no.2 cry over relationship again. i c her cryin so sadly in the phone. im at a lost of words also. i cant help much but stay by her side sia

but there is somethin that i mus say:

i m not tryin t be kpo or what la. but they are my jie mei ma..whenever they got problem.i will listen n help much as much as i can de wor.

so happy to haf sisters like them la..=D

hope we wil stay like this forever.

yesh forever.

[cin]:

my blog reopen again... nt to blog also la..jux some of my aily life and so on loh.

=)

hope eveyone can tag before they go. okay?

thanks.

surpport my blog..

give more comments.

do stay contact ba.

omg..i look like him?? sure anot?? what the .....
in what way sia?? dot dot dot

so far apart sia

yuck..

ai yoo yoo..
that means they r 5 more people tt look like me?
now got him n me le.

hahaaaa

so...u chose to believe anot? it all depends on u le.
as for me??

I DUNO ALSO. LOL

[cin]:

there is a new channel given by starhub which is channel 46. i watch a show which was shown in channel 55 before le -

i love the lyrics and song sing by alex toh. so touching sia. here is the lyric:
黑色契?(第八???主?曲)
?:jay chan 演唱:杜德?

黯淡的招牌
我低?迎面而?
街上的?魂
全部可以??
愚蠢的以?
什么自己最?
那些欲望我??的主宰
?魔鬼乞???的?傲
黑色的契?像月光下的暗潮
woh
我冰冷地?摸?你的悲哀
woh~
只是交??有?

漆黑的窗外?不出的?霾
?上的影子??
已?不在
?上的表情?酷
?有期待
狂?掠?我跟你?才腐?
?魔鬼乞???的?傲
黑色的契?像月光下的暗潮
woh
我冰冷地?摸?你的悲哀
woh~
只是交??有?

放???都一?
?主宰??快???受?
全部??束在??地方
手?在尊?里慢慢上膛
孤寂是我最后的印象
woh
我冰冷地?摸?你的悲哀
woh~
nono 只是交??有?
woh~
你冰冷地凝??我的悲哀
woh~
只是交??有?

i love this senetence in bold red. true ! is jux exchange wat u wan but there is no love in between sia.

=D

if i m give somethin to exchange.. well..i will exchange my kindness and innocent ba.. m not tryin to act innocent or what.

i jus hate myself for being so innoncent..kind of.. choose to believe every1's word.
when quarrle with friend. i m always the one who r sad over it. sms and cor..like a big fool indeed.

when comes to love. worst ! wait n wait. believe his word. in the end..my feelin is like my background music.

wait n wait...in e end.. he forgets all about me.

what's the point of believing everyones' word?

can i chose to believe? can i dun believe?

hai...

i need trust !
i dun mean my friends all lie to me la..but ''some'' really jus pissed me off. i jus keep quiet...
( im not trying to sae i m tt great la)

jus suddenly had some thoughts and want to write down onli wor..

[cin]:

here is some pictures of my darling -

hai..too bad..it is not my dog sia..it's my cousin de.



so cute rite??i also wan to haf a dog like this sia..haha.

more pictures updating :

omg..so cute rite...i miss her sia.. mus go my cousin house see her again.
jux miss her.

i wan her.