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[cin]:

wat paing eh, long time didnt update my blog le. busy doing my SIQC game and project- super sian. finally it is over le sia.
haix.

todae went to orchard with my friends- fion,angela, candy, cyn and shi min. fun la n we tok craps siaa. hahaa

simply enjoy lehx. we took neo print somemore. =)

*update again.

i did not disappear, i m jus busy. after this, i m goin to do my hw sia. hai -poor thing- lehx.

when will i be abe to finish my project lehx. sux sux sux.??

-lazy to update my pictures- update again
oh ya, after tt left me n cyn go PS. quite fun la, we makan, tok craps and so on.((:

thanks cyn for pei me sia. aniwae..i went to PS and i feel uneasy. i dun reali like tt cinema la. got alot of unhappiness there. dun wish and will not watch movie at there. i swear sia.

haha.

jia you. eednic.



[cin]:

good news:





todae miss phua break a good news to everyone sia. GPA iwth 3.0 can reg for PPE<--poly sia. super happi la. on the other hand, nayang poly called me and ask mi to send my result slips to them. but i was havin nafa test, so i didnt ans e call, hope tml they will answer my call. this may be my last chance. Bad news:





my teacher wants us to do another game sia. sxu man. reali beri tired and sian le. i abit canot tahan le lehx.
haix.
but heard we haf to exhibit sia. beri excited,hope we can join in and take pphotos with them.
quite proud la.

but todae nafa test quite sian la. i run 6 rounds and teacher didnt record, in e end i run 7 rounds. i also got fault la, when run the 5th round, didnt tell teacher. i continue to run. i noe this will happen de la. haix. hope dun need to retake la.. pls. i give up- i walk the last round. i m useless la.

one my friend ask me wat happen to me. i tink back, dun wish to tell him cosz abit throw face,. cosz i abit useless la, should run the last round ma.

abit small pro la. after that, i tink back. it's nth much la.

haix. someone i dun like keep msg me in msn. hate sia. get lost la. u tink u beri li hai ma, u tink wat u did is correct mehx? pls la..get lost la.
YOU MAKE ME SICK.

YUCKY X 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

also, so sway sia, pls dun laugh or sae bad things about me when u see this.

the guy i like, hai. cant forget lehx. keep makin use of me to do somethin. i m willing la. friends ma. but my heart dun tink so lehx. but my mind do. how how how. why issit so difficult to get him out my my heart. haha. pls la. i noe his character too well le. i noe he likes a gal beri long. wantin to be with her but she is attached. but he sae nvm la. he will wait. beri chi qing hor.

i noe i noe i noe. all this i noe. that y i intend to give him up. reali la. pointless loh. abit one side love la. abit sux and sian le. i dun dare to sae and i noe the answer. no point la. wat show always shown is fake one. it jus a show sia..

here's the picture of his x ray:

i also duno wat went wrong sia.

[scary sia]

todae didnt go sch, duno why also, dun feel like goin sch. kinda moody and wan to stay at home study and doin my project lehx.

SIQC project:

finally. want to thanks that are not SIQC member who are kwan fatt and aileen.thanks for helping us.

here's our project pictures:

nice rite? i also tink so lehx. heeheehe.. hope we can won gold awards.

MEDIACORP. pls get ready to interview us ba. =)

hai. pity sia. todae belinda brought KL best dognut for me but i didnt get to eat. -sad- sia.

my dream dognut with strawberry toppings

wow. yummy. yummy.

i love it.

-hai-

goin to learn my budgetin soon..forget all the unhapiness and tml is a BRAND NEW CIN.

[cin]:

worry, of course but still, i haf to go on one ma. =)
todae didnt go work sia. gastric pain again. i m more and more lazy le. that's wat i tink la but i mus continue to work hard.

i like this MTV. he is soo cool and style. WANG LEE HOM alsoo cool.




he dances in this MTV . cute.

I love to watch Kim San Soon. like the guy in the show. attitude though abit yucki la. but his feelin towards her are true.




the guy finally accept her and be with her thru thick and thin. wow. cool. it's a nice show. it is abit far away from realistic la. haha. but still, it isa nice show loh. where got so shuai people like this kind of gal?

abit fake la but still , it is a nice show la.

hahaa.

[cin]:

-yawn-

jus finished doin my SIQC game. quite tired sia. ZZzzzZzz BUT still, i cant sleep because i m goin to do my a/c revision after this.

3 plus den can go sleep le..wat lao, sian 1/2 lehx.

still, sumthin still botherin me. i have been sayin and saying, thinkin and thinkin, worryin and worryin for 2 years le.

i duno lehx. i m worry sia but i told myself not to worry so much, but still, worry lehx.

pls...an wei me ba. i need to hear alot of advices from different people to wash my brain. i m beri FAN.(trouble)

i m doin my petty cash voucher now.



yawn-

i think i better go n study my a/c
(dun wan to think so much le)
beri fan.

tml i have a mornin lesson at 9am
den remdial till 12pm
bridge leader till 1pm
goin to reg for poly till 4pm
buyin birthdae gift for my friend bedate till ??

tml is a busy dae for me.



[cin]:

oh ya. a movie will be shown on cinema ( maybe shown le) but i duno la.



haaha. thanks fion for tellin JAY_CHOW new song-大??





i have been waiting sia.. wait till like crazi lehx.

I WANT TO SAE 2 BIG THANK YOU TO LAME TEN FRIENDS AND SIQC MEM

SORRIE MY FRIEND,my attitude
sxu. especially when sayin my family sia. reali sorrie siaa.. i simply becum beri beri beri sad wheni sae bout my family sia. hope u all will understand la.

i also duno why like that la. i m beri vexed and dun wish to tell anyone about it.i m writtin this is not to gain wat but to apologise to you all.

i m under tons of stress..

i noee..sometime when doin project i was frustrated and eager to end . sorrie la. i reali do appreciate you all kindness . =)

[cin]:

i dun want to fall down again. from O level ( 2 years ago) till now. i m hoping to get into the polys and get at least a dioplma or even higher. i target myself, push myself and work harder,in e end, i was short of 0.1 to allow schools to help me.

=(

now my worry face is like this:


* all the written above is jus my worry sia, the school haven decide the max. gpa but of course i do hope is mine la..
but heard from my lecturers that usually is 3.5 and above la. haix.

in e end, i may be registering myself, nvm, i told myself sia.
still, i can get into the poly i want.. plss..
i hope eveythin will be fine for me sia.

and i do hope my face will be like this:



thanks bib for encourage me. -muack-

i still hope that my register will go smoothly la..nth goes wrong. actually, i dun reali care wat others sae or look down on me (ITE) student. i study my own and go home, thats all.
for projects,den i do with classmates.
nth is imp for mi unless they gimme a chance.

I DUN WAN TO FALL DOWN AGAIN, IT'S PAINFUL

-OUCH-

i also heard from my friends or friend friend that they have alot of expectation to enter polys. they are lucky sia.
super envy lehx.

mus cherish wat chances u haf,

maybe it is a lesson for me: we mus learn to make choices and cherish wat chances we have. we cant jus wait for the chances to cum. we mus do sumthin ( sound odd odd_but it's my word.)

in e end, in e evening, i neber give up, went to various poly website and look for opprtunties.

click here

oh dear! TP need a GPA pf 3.0 sia. maybe i will try.

FRI- nanyang poly
MON- ngee ann
TUE- Temasak

i dun care le, every poly mus try, i believe there's one i want. yesh, it is. lol
but of course let mi go to the poly i want and nearer la.

hai, maybe i worry too much le, things are not as bad as wat i tink. haha.

i am happi that some of my friends will accompany me to go to the poly i want. =) let's walk thru together and study together ba.
okay?



a hope for me also sia.
because of this. i have been worrying sia. haix. reali beri scare and no mood lehx.


different polys will have different number of intake. i hope i will be one of them sia.


maybe onli. the number may not be accurate, maybe lesser la.

i abit regret lehx should haf work harder sia. haix.

nvm

i believe there will be a way for me to pursue my dreams.
my goal and target will achieve.

a chinese song from
goes like this :

我把每天都看成一道?景
雨天或是晴天都值得
?念的美?
我把每天都?成一??气
感?和悲喜回?的
痕?都由心?停
我不去相信上天注定
?想握在手? 相信
只要努力?有奇??
可以操?天气
?狂?暴雨遮蔽了眼睛
??正式喊停
我不??希望在狂野流离
?想一直前行
?幸福只剩下擦肩距离
我?不?放?
只要守著?定
它??有?於
我的?人?情

* the highlighted is my fav sentences.

[cin]:

wat paing eh.i fell sick, at first i tot is is jus a minor sore thorat but in e end turn out to be a slight fever sia. i do hope things will get better for me sia. =D

2 daes didnt go sch le, abit scare canot cope with my work this year as dis is my last year le, gonna chiong. chiong chiong chiong.

Val dae cumin le, realise thru yahoo.com.shopping



saw alot of beautiful and expensive roses. haahaa ( i dun mean wantin someone to buy la) dun get it wrong la. but dun u tink it is romantic but on e other hand, it is a waste of $$

so, ROMANTIC ? WASTEFUL?

depends ba. haha..

i wish dis year 'dog' year will be a lucky and smoothly year for mi to walk on. I dun mind wining TOTO( 1 million) and 4D every week la, but both my family and me are sae.

sound er xin rite. u can dun listen la.

wow. so fast CHU WU (15TH dae of chinese new year) cuming soon, can eat dang yuan le. wohhooo.

but chinese new year celebration end so fast, abit cant bear with it. haven enjoy enough sia .

oh ya, yesterdae i upload a new MTV, nice rite? the lyrics and MTV are touching sia.
simply.
now, i gonna show you another MTV by Jay Chow.
i like the story line of the MTV.




enjoy

P.S- it might be abit lagged..

[cin]:


MTV for this song:



[cin]:
why moi chinese html didnt works?

how cum chinese characters canot be seen in my blog.

oh my.

helppp meeee!!!


[cin]:

recently heard from news that a new virus was found via email. i was so afriad that i didnt on my comp for 2daes.

wat piang eh, from new year eve till now, my sore throat worsen. i think my throat swollen sia, beri pain and cant tok much.

- terrible -

tink tml must go c doctor and take MC.

wat? my holidae mood ends from here le. i mus start studyin le. tml rest at home and study moi account le. abit scare sia.

Next week account CA le. jia lat la, didnt even study and dun understand sia. eednic! u mus jia you sia.

i heard from my friends that dis cumin week is O level result release sia. i had to register to study poly soon le. though i m from ITE la but i dun care also. Mostly, go nanyang ba. nearer ma but my ITE friends not goin there lehx.

=(

but my secondary darlings were there.


Last fridae bridge leader "gathering" was fun. things r gettin better and i tink i read too much. things r wonderful, simple and fun. hee..
but beri fast lehx. left 2 weeks onli.

oh ya, i watch MTV chinese and realise something, some of the chinese song lyric are cool and meaningful, touches me and makes mi cry.

click here

Free Mtv to watch too.

-enjoy-

oh ya, the photos that i took with my secondary school darling haven upload, soon.
haha.

i also wan to watch that photos.

this cumin thurdae goin friend hse play mahjong sia. hee.. kinda excited sia. hope we will haf fun on that dae, also, moi "i love mama" gang- kaineng bedate cumin on the 12th feb
sorrie that maybe i cant go ya chalet cosz that sundae i need to go pray pray ( will explain to you)

but ya gift will be arrive on time. no worry.

HAPPI BEDATE TO KAINENG
HAPPIY BIRTHDAE TO YOU.

wat piang lehx. u tink that easy mehx? cum on. u do it yaself man. if i concentrate on doin SIQC and i can score A for all my modules. Madam! i will do it man. but nth much ma. crazi. =pp

next....

is the design of our game cover. wat piang eh, from creative writer change format to powerpoint, shag lehx...

nice rite? i dun care, u mus sae nice

omg. .-yawn- super tired lehx. lazi to revise homework again.

thinkin of fridae makes mi sick and yucki sia. wtf man. stay back till 1-2plus for some game(bridge leader) i dun mind it is not good la. but the leader thinks that they have great leadership like that..dotx..

-______-"

they say:

"let them try this and that, ......they r new..."

please la, this is e first year we had bridge leader, we are e same. not senior or watever laa..i noe they were trained but the tone was like : ordering not teach or shared,.....

"since they r new, let them....and......and...."

please loh, i am older than them, the tone shouldnt sound like they ordering me. i hate that, they should treat us same same, train us? not train. is shared/teach/correct us. understood.

i m like a stranger in that CCA. i dun feel we r a family, i feel that i m like a ailen/idoit, stand there do nth,

i do like to cheer and plae with the new intakes but my members treat me like a stranger, quite sad la. we r e same- bridge leaders but we r different in some way...

nvm. i will not like this put me down, i will walk on and on. 4 weeks left. i can. haha...

i dun mean they treat me badly, i dun mean that but horr...maybe i am new la. that why they though we duno anythin la. i m jus too sensative le ba. maybe after few weeks, i love begin with them or wat lohh

=))

-the above written are jus rubbish, pls dun take it seriously-