#156 2nd dae of MAY
(Saturday, May 02, 2009 / 1:36:00 AM)
i regret. for not making the choice. i regret for wasting so much time. i have so much regret and duno how i should sae. i wan to pour out all my frustration and unhappiness but who can. who really bothers and really keep the secret for you.
im right now listening to some chinese song, some of the lyrics really touches me and reflect my current mood. duno why this song reflect my mood and my thoughts. someting that i wan to tell somebody. 我想更懂你-its so difficult. i duno what im thinking now.m confused. in some way. the feeling sux now. i just went friendster and facebook to see some of the "close friends" in my secondary school life that i very very long didnt contact. im happy that they are happy with their current life and happy to see that they are fine. some of the people..make me remind of the past. i know we cant return to the past and somebody may not rem me and the past memories we had. someone has their own life and they are enjoy-ing. i should feel happy for them. i wonder if we can.....be friends again? but i tihink they might forget me and even dun wish to contact me again. You guys are remenbered. Each and everyone of u.
每次我想更懂你 我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语 也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你 不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记 有人永远爱着你
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