#64 something not right
(Tuesday, November 18, 2008 / 1:48:00 AM)
i duno what im tinking right now.
feeling so uneasy.
feeling the distance ..beri beri far..
i miss some of my jie mei n hopefully i can find time to meet them sia. if not..i really feeling e distance with them.
what should i do sia. some of the jie mei tt i missed. i hope they will msg or meet me but sadly, certain ppl didnt.
not even in msn we chatted. SOME ONLY SIA. i duno is my fault or what la. maybe i didnt contact and therefore u didnt contact me. i really wonder if im ya jie mei ma..maybe i didnt do enough as a jie mei ba.
i seriously tink i should find time with them sia. our working time gtable is so different. when i can go out, the next dae they need 2 work n when i cannot meet them one weekends where i need 2 work, they can meet.
how i wish my school daes faster end and get on with the same pace of life with them sia.
i miss those times we meet for short dinner or short chat at anywhere. i miss. but i duno if they rem ma.
im not blogging to gain their attention but i have no one to tok to at this hour. all my friends were sleeping.
hai..i miss one of my friend who will willing to spare me 5min n chatted with me..he knows my thinking are simple and he tries to an wei me, tok to me n pointed out my weakness.
i noe my weakness and im trying to change and adapt.
THANK YOU!
right now..feeling so "sad" and start to tink of lots lots of things (unhappy ones)
something is not right again. maybe i tink too much. i guess.
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