hate myself.
(Tuesday, July 10, 2007 / 6:40:00 AM)
welcome to the month of JULY. bye bye to June.
anywae..duno why lehx..started to get emo easily when u r alone in the study room doing FLASH projects.
started to think...WHY AM I SO STUPID.?
so good to others but not myself.
always spare a though for others but not me.
i admit, im sturborn and hot tempted at times. but...dont u all will?
u all aslo will de ma.
why m i the one who always pleased u guys but not myself.why am i so stupid, always tink everyone is good.why am i always soo soft hearted.WHY? CINDY ONG.im not trying to act hao ren la but sometimes i just feel that why i always spare a though for others .
why m i so weak.
im feeling beri sad. really hate myself for being so SOFT.
one of my jie mei -MAR always warn me that the world is not as good as what i tink.
i noe they will sae im super bo liao but i swear !!
i always tink that if u treat others, others will. but im wrong..instead, they will sae u act GOOD, act to be KIND. what the...
i knew maybe to others im jus too emo le, but i really really beri beri sad lehx. i didnt expect
(some incident that i dun wan to sae).nobody care de. im failure in everything, my studies, my...and lot lot...
i didnt manage to study well during my sec sch n ended up in ITE, now wasted 2 years and go to POLY. i waited for someone...n didnt haf to courage to tell him. i noe im jus plain stupid in relationship. I KNEW.everything see his profile in friendster, started to _______________
but whatever hardship i faced, i have
A GROUP OF BUDDIES WITH ME, my poly friends, my mk0601, my basketball friends, my sec sch friends, my ite friends, my eldc friends.
thanks.
i admit this is an emo entryLabels: hate myself being so...
