big fool.
(Wednesday, December 13, 2006 / 10:21:00 AM)
todae damn paiseh loh.
i did somethin real stupid. fancy snatch a topic from a classmate. what the fuck m i doin sia.
ok...
i really dun bother bout if u did the question or i did .
I REALY DUN CARE.WHAT ANGER ME was didnt sae : " ai ya..nvm la..let her loh"
WHY??
i tot we are friends?
friend wont care bout these small triva stuff de rite?
somethin upside me the most was xxx. i really treat them as friends loh. tt y i choose to joke n gather with them but...
they...
do they care?
i dun tink im their friends loh. jus classmates. beri beri upset
damn sad lehx.
maybe i tink too much le.i duno la. damn troubled.
maybe what that email said is true...
what's the definition of friends?to me...i really treasure friendship le. i dun hate or dislike anyone..everyone is e same to me..but u guys really pissed me off..
did some ''bad'' things or sae some "bad" things to ppl that u dun like..
what for?
why??
does it make u happy?
cant u think like this : "ai ya..its cindy frien..cindy is my frien..i give her face ..forget bout it "
NO ! FUCK.
u all sae treat me as friends. but why make me in the middle lehx?
its simply hurts me to see like this lehx
MAYBE TO U GUYS IM CRAZY. BO LIAO OR WHATEVER SHITS.
i sae it once : i treat u all as friends. but do u all? i dun tink so loh.
u all...hai..dun wan to sae la. the more i sae , the more sad i m
WHAT FOR?
MEANINGLESS.
nvm..
dun care.
i blog doesnt mean wan u all to do anything la. but jus vet out my sadness la.
emoing. damn emo. '
lookin for help !
i treasure u guys.
hope u all will do e same
