am i a good friend?
(Saturday, December 23, 2006 / 11:10:00 PM)
surppose to meet todae de..but my friend- beng went to hospital.
i didnt manage to contact my jie mei...i beri scare sia..i keep fan her. sorry. i dun mean it de.i noe u workin damn xin ku..beri tired de. hahhaha.i miss u !!! faster meet...
and some of my friends last time canot go sia.
realli hate last min canot go de sia. some worst...i smsed them a few daes before nd they didnt even reply my sms..
what the... (so rude sia)
den i sian 1/2 le...decide to cancel all the outing event and go out wif family le.
one of my jie mei smsed me ...she asked why always last min change...
suddenly
i duno how 2 reply sia.
i duno if im really a good frien or jie mei.
i noe its my fault...
but....who will tink at my side lehx.?
as a organzier..i smsed alot of people and jio them for outing..for did they reply?
some no...i not sian mehx?
i dun blame u all la...but at that moment..i m damn pissed off. after some times.im fine le.
m i selfish?
i noe i m. always push the blame to others.. i myself also put plane sia.
i noe...
but to all my friends...i dun mean to. seriously.
i last min got somethin on ma. hai.
i hate being an organzier.
i dun wan le.
sian sia. after tinkin..i admit i cant push all the blame to anyone..i myself also like tt.whats the definition of friends?i duno lehx.feelin so sux now.
im not a good frien or jie mei. i noe.
* when to meet my jie mei again?
