keep to myself.
(Monday, October 23, 2006 / 11:09:00 PM)
[cin]:
i m beri beri sad these few daes loh. duno how to express my views and thoughts la but i jus feel sad.
friends' problem.although it is not my problem but it seems that every1 is telling me.
(exclude my ben dans)i dun mean i find u guys irritating or what but whenever i hear these bad news. i get uneasy.sad.moody.
I DUN WISH TO NOE ANYMORE. pls..
whatever .
suddenly..alot of things flow in..i cant tak it. i m dying loh.
but now things seem to get better loh
notes to this mr bastard :recently meet a bastard. indeed it is. pissed me off.can u jus get out of my life XXX.i simply hate u. cant forget what u did. ask me to forgive? yesh i canforgive but not forget loh.i will not forget de.wanna to meet me and tok?no way.i wont lisen to whatever shits explanation u haf.i will slap u. i mean it.hate the sight of u.can u dun act hao ren ma?i wish to complaint to every1 but not every1 seems to lent me their listening ears.
i m sad.
notes to this friend:i treat u as my friend. can u dun like this hurt me ma? u noe who u r loh.maybe i m fan to u la. but...not every1 i will tell my problem de wor. u noe? cant u jus gimme a cor?whatever la. i dun care le. whatever.i dun care le.
but there is somethin i mus sae :
i will listen to all ya problems de. only "certain" ppl and u noe who u r . stop making use of me. although u seem to be jokin but it hurts me. really it do.
dun ignore me la. if u find me irritating..den tell me.
I WILL GET OUT OF YA LIFE.WHO CARES?i treasure eveery friendship but this is what i get.
fcuk
(i dun mean everybody but only 2-3 friends)
i jus dun like...
really dun like...
