so difficult to be. . .
(Wednesday, March 15, 2006 / 6:18:00 PM)
[cin]:
long TIME didnt update happi blog le.
due to exam ba. eam cumin. beri stress lehx.
when it will over?it's so difficult to be a leader. WHAT DID I DO? wrong? correct?
i ALSO DUNO LEHX.
i was thinkin on my way back home,(crying).
i did nth wrong, maybe i too naggy le. or maybe i too wat le.
sudeenly feel beri stress. not onli by teachers. onli 6 members came todae.
the rest sick and got family problem. i dun blame them. reali but i reali duno how 2 explain to
teacher lehx. she's sad. so am i sia.
i beri stress over studies, family and projects. i cant concentrate studyin. i m tryin beri hard to study and work hard for exams.
the most worrying is my school fees la.
nvm. i believe work hard pays off.
once, there was a friend-bin told mi to heck care wat others sae and be myself. YES. i m wat i m. but i canot dun bother wat others sae. understand ma?
i duno la.
giving up soon
soon
beri soon.
but i still believe, miracle will happen. our team will work hard. meirong is right, we mus haf teamwork sia. if one of the member not here. no point sia.
yesh. it's teamwork sia.
we haf. yesh. we haf.
-i m not tryin to blame anyone-
jus type how i feel sia. that's all. i dun mean anything sia.
reali. jus feel beri headache.
